I’ve been very sick! I was in the hospital! Too many times! UGHHHH!!!! SO SAD!!!!

But I’m doing better!

my health is improving! ( The doctor said so ! )

Still, I am taking things at my own pace..

I realize I cannot rely on outside parties to host my voice. So, I will use my website (as often as I am online) to give updates about my well-being and whereabouts.

I had posted that I was on hiatus. This is now partially true. I am not ready to announce a full return. I will make myself available for special occasions, longer dates, and close friends. I will consider a shorter date…but only if I’m in the mood 😉

BUT ASIDE FROM ALL THIS ? What have I been doing?

Of course, I have a life besides being sick or seeing you (?).

Getting sick was a blessing in disguise that slowed my life down and helped me prioritize my self. The bitter part of me continues to whisper “this isn’t fair” but in order to live peacefully I have to consider the positive.

I’ve learned that focusing on my health must include more than blood draws and scans. I’ve needed to tend to my nervous system, and my spiritual wellbeing.

Music has been my lifesaver. I’ve been deepening my relationship to my instruments and my voice. The breath work of singing and playing wind instruments is incredible.

Maybe someday I’ll sing for you:)

Meanwhile, you are welcome to send me a note, and a song you’ve liked lately. Notes with a donation for my wellness will be prioritized in my response. <3

xoxo

Stella